This is an outtake of a diary I kept during my pregnancy…
It is the 4th April 2017, my mummy’s birthday and the day for my stretch and sweep at the MW.
She told me straight away if baby isn’t engaged and cervix isn’t favourable she won’t even bother trying.
Secretly I was hoping that my cervix wasn’t favourable and it wouldn’t happen. But it was, very favourable, and I did have it done and now I’m quietly shitting myself.
MW said I was 2-3 cm dilated already, but this could be down to the fact I’ve already had a baby. That my cervix was soft and my waters were bulging which means she thinks if my waters were to be broken then labour would ensue.
Baby’s head is nicely engaged but not touching cervix due to bubble of waters between head and cervix which is why she thought if waters break I would go into spontaneous labour.
The actual sweep itself was almost verging on brutal. She did warn me she wasn’t gentle, but crikey…. that?!
Since this I have been having cramps and I’m still having them now, 8 hours later.
I’ve frantically sewn up the shawl, washed it and it’s now drying.
I’m panicking because I’ve still so much to do and I’m worried tonight will be the night… I’m just not sure whether these cramps are something, or nothing.
Now Noah is settled for the night (please god let him sleep all night tonight) I’m going to go and sit and time these cramps and see if there is any order to them.
A baby tonight?
Eek! Who knows?!